Been a while

Hi all - hope everyone's still doing okay.

My semester is about to spiral down into a water slide to summer.. After my recital (on March 28th at 3pm!), I won't have much to worry about.... until summer comes, that is. I can't decide what I would rather do, and as I see it there are three options to consider. And they are:

1. Stay at home, work at the library, play at churches (a.k.a. same summer as the last one.)
2. Live in Ashland, maybe as a summer RA, take 1-2 science classes, find a campus job.
   
3. Live in Kent with Matty G helping him with the rest of his lease, find a job cutting grass or something, MAYBE take an online class.
   

Whichever way this goes, I definitely want to take a summer class, online or no, becuase I don't want to have to take 2 science classes at the same time next semester. I'm bad at it anyway, and getting it out of the way sooner (and more conveniently) would be the prudent move. SO. The question, as always, comes down to money. It's a given that I'll make a profit if I stay home, but that's only monetarily... there's more to life than money! I hate that sometimes but it's absolutely true. There were a lot of times I couldn't stand being home last summer, but things usually pulled through and it was ok after a bit. I tend to think that I can turn a situation around if I have to, but that's much easier said than done, especially when the situation is dire and 3 months long.

There are very few times in my life when I really just don't know what to do. I experienced it once last semester, and that was the one time where my body did one thing and my brain was screaming at me to do the opposite (i walked off campus to visit my sister when i should've been in classes... everything was piling up, awful feeling). I don't want to do that again... So I just need to give it time. Then again, these plans don't just fall into place -- and I know if I don't do something else, put myself out there, be proactive, like zit cream, that I'll end up at home again just like it always happens.

Time is running out to live life.


Maybe.