want change.
I am a person.
I am an American.
Therefore, I want change.
Where does this change come from?
.... if you answered from the outside, you're only half right.
Any change that ANYONE is willing to make, whether it be for a good, legitimate reason or not, must come from both outside and inside that person. No change will only adapt to the outside, there must be some force within that says, yes I want this to happen. And so in that person's infinite "wizdumb" they make the change according to what they think is right.
And only today do I realize just how objective right vs. wrong really is.
In ANY situation.
So I'm pretty tired of speaking in generalities. I'll get right to the point: I'm making a change within myself because I WANT TO. I am basing this on external forces that somewhat have determined a force within me to change because I do not like the external force. I cannot prevail against it. Only time will tell how well I hold up.
... I think it's time i make decisions for myself instead of other people. Nice guys can sometimes not finish. It's okay-- pretty sure the world keeps spinning.
And people can look like dicks all they want. I'm in this for me.
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